2004-08-27 - 7:47 p.m.

I told AM at breakfast that I'm worried I may be pregnant. I came to this conclusion after I took my first step in my step aerobics class this morning to find that my breasts were so tender they actually hurt to jump around. He reacted in an almost happy way, joking "well, this will make it obvious that we're having an affair." After surfing the web, researching symptoms, abortion options, pregnancy tests....I have convinced myself that I am pregnant.

Tomorrow I will make an appointment with my doctor to give me the test. I am due to start my period any minute, but I have been feeling out of sorts in a variety of ways.

My symptoms could be a mixture of my period starting, the reality of leaving the country, my job, my friends, my lover in 2 weeks may also be turning me into a hypocondriac.

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