2004-08-23 - 6:40 p.m.

AM and I planned out today as being the day we would both take off from work. I told my boss that I needed a personal day to pack up my house. He told him he was going to a 1/2 day conference and then taking the rest of the day off. He arrived at my house around 830am wearing a white shirt and khakis, his "conference clothes". He looked handsome and I told him so.

We drank wine, ate prosutto baguettes and smiled lovingly at each other, having pleasant conversation. And as we lay on the couch watching a movie, to my glee, he dozed off. The day before I told RP of our plans and she shook her head in disapproval saying that this relationship was ok for now, but if we were planning on taking a 6 month trip outside of the country together after I was done in Scotland, he needed to break up with his wife.

I nodded, knowing that if it got to that point, we would really have to reconsider the relationship. Though, I don't think he will leave her, nor do i feel like I want him to. Less than 10% of married men leave their wives for their lovers.

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