2004-07-05 - 10:10 a.m.

I have been a lot more social than I'm letting on and all I can hope is that I don't get too used to it and suffer from withdrawl when I leave. As RP says, there's nothing more attractive than a woman on her way out.

Yesterday I went to see the fireworks in Skokie with a couple friends and afterwards we went to Superdawg for a late night snack, ordering what I thought was a harmless offering of superveggies and a decaf. Not wanting all that fried badness, I peeled off the breading and ate the juicy veggies.

I got home and thought I would retire at 1am before AM came over, but when I laid down, my heart pounded with a fury I haven't felt in quite some time. Superdawg fed me caffinated coffee. I rolled around for a bit but just could not sleep.

After AM left, I did sleep for an hour or so. I awoke feeling groggy and grumpy, so when I checked my e-mail I was none too pleased to have received a strange message from WN, my ex from 6 or so years ago. I never gave him my address, nor have I ever desired to talk to or see him again. He started out by writing, "Do u remember me?". What a silly question. He must think I erased all traces of him from my brain like in Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind. He asked if I'd like to go for tea. The very idea makes my stomach hurt and after I left it with him, I don't see y he'd still care. Perhaps he's looking for some official closure, but I'd much rather just stay away. Out of courtesy, I must reply.

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