2004-07-03 - 11:30 a.m.

AM came over at 430am today. This is the 3rd time he has come over before sunrise, riding up from the west side to be with me. I enjoy the attention, but the more time we spend together, the more I worry that his love will end before I go. This would be a sad thing. I picture us parting with the bond at its strongest and the terrible ache that comes with it. That would be the sweetest.

He called around 10am while I was asleep and said he wanted to come over on Monday to make me breakfast. Since we do not have work that day, it is ideal.

I love it when he brings me food. He worries that I will have nothing to eat and shrivel away while I'm overseas. As he puts it, "I am very protective of the people that I love."

I am in deep like of this guy. Love takes me a while to feel, never any sooner than 8 months. I told him that I was a late bloomer in most everything, and love isn't an exception.

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