2004-06-22 - 9:58 p.m.

At breakfast, I was particularly attracted to AM in his dark colors. There was nothing really special about it (sweater and khakis), but he looked refreshed, like he was glowing. "That's my favorite outfit", I told him, feeling very physically distracted.

We went out for a beer and food after work. At the end of our meal he reached for my hand and held it, rubbing my arm with the other. As I ran my thumb down his left knuckles, I thought about the wedding ring. He doesn't wear it, not to deceive anybody, but because he doesn't believe in marriage. He put the ring on for the ceremony, but then gave it to his wife to hold onto. We sat staring off into space, delaying the delivery of our bill. "U know, I really like u.", I said. "U're supposed to", he smiled.

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