the beginning of the end - 2005-01-17
revelations - 2005-01-03
the boy back home - 2004-12-27
made it to Edinburgh - 2004-09-21
edinburgh - 2004-09-14
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2004-06-15 - 6:27 a.m. the ex SE sleeps on my couch, most likely in restless dreams about his place in this world. In August he turns 30 and when a milestone year looms ahead, one can't help thinking about what was accomplished up until now. He's in town just for the night and will be heading to the airport in an hour. He was giving me all the signals of wanting to get physical, but I just couldn't do it. I am no longer emotionally connected to him and all I kept thinking about was how much I'd rather snuggle with AM. I chose a married man over a single hot and heavy one. Now that's f#%#@ked up.
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