2004-05-26 - 5:43 a.m.

This morning I feel the first real pangs of anxiety. I hate believing that I doubt my decision making, but last weekend I began the process of informing everybody of my life altering choice.

Everybody has been supportive, inspired by my courage, yet as they all come to me wide eyed and wanting of details, a small nervous flutter has been building in my chest. In addition, there's a slight ache, a tension of my refusal to let go of what life #1 is to me.

I have to remind myself to breath more often than in step class.

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