2004-05-19 - 1:01 a.m.

I like to think of myself as a moralistic person, but the unthinkable happened today. AM and I went out for dinner and we talked at length about what exactly our relationship was about. Some time after playing foosball, pool and darts, we ended up sitting at the bar and talking about us. In the end, we didn't hide the fact that we shared a chemistry. We kissed, both at the bar and before he dropped me off at my house, some time around 1245am.

Sometimes, when u know that time is tempramental and that one shouldn't deny their feelings, things happen that aren't easily controlled.

I can't defend my actions nor deny them.

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