2004-05-11 - 7:28 p.m.

MH was happy for me when he found out, but he will miss me the most, I feel. He suspects I'll never come back to the U.S., which is perposterous.

AM seems to have gotten over the shock of the news. I noticed he feels more at ease with me to casually hit my arm or leg to make a point. This man is not touchy feely.

I'm leaving for Maryland on Thursday to celebrate my sister's b-day and the last few days before they move into their new house in South Carolina. One planned activity is a trip to the spa. It's time to do something drastic to mark my own impending departure. It's time to chop and dye the hair. AM will be so depressed. He thinks hair is sexy. Perhaps lessening my sex appeal for him is a good thing.

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