2004-03-27 - 7:45 p.m.

They went back to their usual short glass serving of long islands. I suppose the bartender was just being generous the last time.

I met ex-raver boy at the club last night. At 1230am, he bopped around the dance floor for a while as I sipped my drink in the dark, watching him voyer style. I'm suprised at how different people seem before and after intoxication.

When I finally stood up to hit the floor, he found me instantly and bought me another drink. He liked staying at clubs till last call, but I prefer to leave before then. He was dancing with another girl when I rudely interrupted and told him I was leaving.

The repetative sound of my shoes hitting the pavement were comforting during the 330am blurry and shakey walk to the el. My body was numb and I can't say I was walking very straight, but all the times I've done this, I've never run into any problems and got home safely. Taking a boy home is more risky, but next time I see him, I might have an escort.

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