2004-02-28 - 8:12 a.m.

In high school a friend always told people he was in limbo. Not heaven, or hell ,or earth, but limbo. I feel like I'm stuck in that place.

Rumors are flying at work and I feel like I can't talk to anybody there. Privately co-workers ask if I'm going to grad school, and I nonchalantly reply, "Maybe, who knows." With people delving into my personal life, I am more inclined to turn my back at them. The atmosphere has become very strange, and I feel quite alone in the world.

The ones who do know about Scotland are either excited or think I'm out of my mind. And the longer I remain in limbo, the more doubt creeps in.

I don't like this place and hope to get back to reality soon.

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