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the boy back home - 2004-12-27
made it to Edinburgh - 2004-09-21
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2004-02-17 - 11:04 p.m.

air mail

Yesterday it started, the pangs of fear and doubt. Tomorrow I will air mail my grad school application to Scotland.

Now that the only thing left to do is wait, I will be rotting inside until I receive some response letter. I picture myself failing, opening a thin letter with shaky fingers. I picture my grief at being rejected, filled with bruised pride and in a great depression, throwing myself off the Sears Tower...

The battle of nerves begins....

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