2005-01-17 - 10:55 p.m.

so, another turn of events. AM told her about us. As expected, she did not take this well. The last e-mail I received said he may be spending some time in a flat his parents own. He still believes that everything that has been going on was meant to happen.

This far away from it all, I feel nothing. If after all this she decides she still wants to try and work on their relationship, I told AM that I am backing off from communicating with him. Out of respect, and because of my lesser role as "lover", they have to try and work out their differences without me present in any way.

He did not like this, but it is the least I can do for her. The unsuredness of all of our futures has finally hit the fan.

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